Samstag, 4. September 2010

Tell it.

Sometimes it's the best to tell your story.
Sometimes it's the best to tell what you feel.
Though you're embarassed about it.
Though you want to be strong.
It may prevents you from doing faults.
It may helps you.

Donnerstag, 2. September 2010

Cosplay and being sick.



Hey! At the moment I'm not motivated at all to write this entry in english, so don't expect propper grammatic etc. from me... |D
 First thing! 
I went to the docor today, because I was feeling sick since yesterday
I had fever (38,6°C) + worst headache EVER and then the next
my temprature sunk to almost 36° and I had the worst sore throat ever!
Well he thought I had scarlet fever, because it looked exactly like it, but the test was negative.
But maybe the viruses increase, so he gave me medicine against this disease.
My Takuya wig arrived also today, it's a bit curly, and I expected it to be a yellowish-blonde but it was more of a pale-blonde
But I like it. 
I made some photos, but I applied waay to much make-up, so ... it didn't look good
 When I took the wig off I looked better in my opinion..what's up? 
I catch myself with increasing regularity thinking that way~
hm.."where I go I just don't know.. I got to got to gotta take it slow"
Wow. I listened to Soul to Squeeze by RHCP again today.
I felt like..today it touched me even harder then the lasttime I heard it
I feel like it mirrors how I feel atm, and what I hope for my future
"when I find my piece of mind, I'm gonna give you some of my good time"